Expectations, I Cannot Do Without.

There is a certain expectation when I go out with someone.

Perhaps a plan of how the day or evening should play out.

Certain things that I would like for to happen throughout the outing.

And when these things don't happen, I get upset.

I am disappointed.

I get frustrated because I expected something.

More so if I waited to see you.

More so if while I'm waiting for hours on end.

More so if I'm really exhausted but I still want to see you.

And when I do, it just doesn't go according to plan.

And you want to know what the funny thing is?

It is no fault of yours at all.

It's all me.

I'm sorry I'm so messed up.

Maybe it's just best to not expect anything.

But then the question is, is that even possible?

I would think not.